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| I love school and work everything seems surreal my life looks like its passing by so fast and i'm trying so hard to keep up. but the ride sure is fun love you guys peace! | | |
| SCHOOL IS AWESOME! but I'm tired no wait I'm exhausted I have work and school which is so awesome yay i have a job working at the school so i can just stay all day which is awesome with the price of gas i never have to leave but i have not gotten used to my schedule yet and everything is kinda sucking right now I will send more beautiful and eloquent posts later but right now my brain hurts love ya peace | | |
| O my goodness you won't believe it. I . . . . .
But before we go into that. The news I have for you today should have been on my last entry but frigging xanga sucked the whole blog away and made me very very sad and I had to pee so i did'nt have time to write another one because then I had to leave. So here is the wonderful news I had a couple days ago!
O my goodness you won't believe it. I gots a JOB! wow I know its amazing right lol anyway I am doing workstudy at FCCJ in the student activities department. I have orientation tomorrow morning (friday 8/24) I am so excited about it I am so hyped up! and this is my awesome news that deserves this entire blogs attention because a job for me duh is a big frigging deal cause I suck at getting jobs but I rock at keeping them and usually that is the other way around but we all know I am a little unusual lol.
I am very sad this week. My grandpa is in the hospital. eh I really don't talk about the man I know its my mommas daddy and I love him don't get me wrong but if he was'nt family I would not associate with him or my mothers side because they have been so horrible to me, my mom, and my sister over basically my entire life that I really don't want anything to do with thembut yes I love my grandpa and my mom has been freaking out this past week and been acting all kinds of crazy over the past week and it has been really hard to watch her go through this because what can i say i can't offer to much consolation for her and I just feel helpless. So anyway my mothers brother and sister asked for her tocome to georgia which is a big flipping deal because about ten years ago my aunt disowned my mom and said she was dead to her so to be asked into her house is really a big thing and I am so worried about how things are going right now this morning me and Doe sent momma on a bus ride to Columbus Georgia to be with her dad and siblings just in case he dies but me and Doe are still stuck in florida cause we ain't got no money and we both start school next monday and I am also starting my new job on monday yeah I probably could be excused because of a family emergency but in reality my grandpa is old realistically he is going to die whether i am there or not and screwing up my future by falling behind would'nt help me not one bit. besides on the 31st next weekend is labor day weekend 4 days to do whatever. so me and doe are gonna go up then for definite unless he passes and then we might go sooner. life just likes to throw these little things at us i don't know why my sister honestly thinks she is cursed well at least her birthday is which is August 31st. either 2 weeks before or 2 weeks after something tragic always happens and lately some of them have been national tragedies but still we have them in our family too so she is totally convinced her birthday is cursed. but anyway I am so worried about my momma and even though I know shes with family I have this horrible feeling of distrust for them in fact the only person from her family tree i trust is my cousin/adopted brother Daniel and I am so happy I found out she is staying at his house up there because at least I'll be able to sleep tonight knowing she is safe.
needless to say I am bummed out and I did'nt even get into me missing my friend Jesse. he is traveling with family to attend his cousins wedding in like illinois or indiana one of those frigging "I" states lol but I'm worried about him traveling. the other day on 103rd street I saw a teenage boy lying in the middle of the road twitching from being hit by a car I still don't know if he survived it just kinda brings things back to reality for me because its no secret i live in my own little world and its ok because they know me there. but in seriousness I just can't get the thought of him lying there out of my head i did'nt even pull over but what could i do but get in the way so i did what i could i went home and prayed but I still keep thinking what if it was'nt enough but what else could i do?
I found out I really don't like the real world its too scary and I think I just stepped into it. | | |
| ugh i hate xanga i had a wonderfully huge blog for every1 to read and love and cherish and this stupid website deleted it AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i'm so ticked off right now you could almost say I'm pissed but since I have to pee I would really really really rather not be pissed if ya know what i mena but ugh i'm upset and i have to go literally.
and i had such good news
i got a job today yay! for me
I GOTTA PEE! | | |
| O my goodness ppls school costs alot of frigging money hunh? lol! I got $450.00 in bookstore credit to buy my books and other supplies like a frigging bookbag to carry these mammoth books in!!! I spent $402.00 at the bookstore and I only bought 3 books!!! I was so freaked out cause, I have 4 classes ppl Math, Economics, English Compostion and one about computers (can't remember the name). but I am fortunate enough that I don't need a book for English Compostion (so relieved) I guess because I'll be "composing" my own book? but O my! I was so shocked at the price and of course I can get used books for a cheaper price (or at least this is the lie they tell you) but it has to be in stock. I had to pay reg price for 2 of my books because the Math book it has a CD-Rom in it (I would much rather prefer to have a new one of those just in case a used one is scratched) and you can't return a book with interactive software included in the text how lovely is that? so that means there are not any used ones for me to purchase anyway! The other book is for the Computer course (the heaviest) and they did'nt have any used ones because it was just put together this year like 2006 is so outdated? whatever? my economics book was my most expensive book if I bought it new at a beautiful $165.00! but since its used I got it for $124.00 which is not an excellent discount but hey something is definitely better than nothing! but anyway after all the books are purchased I still have bout 40 ish dollars left maybe a little more and guess how much a bookbag cost? come on just guess? . . . . . . . . . . please? . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . $65.00!!!!!!!!!!!! O my goodness how in the Heck can a backbag cost the frigging much what is it made out of some special fabric that protects your textbooks at all costs? its ridicolous and yeah I could go to walmart and pick one up for about $15.00 - $20.00 bucks but I don't have that much money lol I don't gots as frigging job duh thats why I'm in school so I'll be smart and can get one lol! and I am so very sad that walmart does not take financial aid vouchers i really wish they did I probably could have got my textbooks there lol they have everything else. I won't get a reinbursment check for the remainder of my financial aid till like october so I'm gonna do the work study thing here at the college which reminds me I have an interview here at the school monday at like 8:40 am why on earth did I schedule an appointment that early at such an ungodly hour lol so please pray for me and wish me luck well anyway I gotsta run peeps its beeen fun but I have to do important thingys LOVE YOU GUYS leave comments peace
Daisy! P.S. comments do not have to be inspiring or elegant just say hi ok you weirdos lol love ya I'm OUT! | | |
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